Thursday, June 21, 2007

Head's Splitting Wide Open

Ohh my gods! My fucking head is killing me with all the shit going on right now. I still can't wrap my mind around most of it at the moment. Here goes nothing though, hope this is therapy and helps me cope with shit.

1. Georgia: Morgan came up with this idea actually one night while we were both drunk off our asses. Thing is he wants to move down there and start a new life and get some shit going on. My thing is is that it would be great to move down there since my family is located down there at the moment. At the same time though I really don't due to the extreme comfort area I'm currently in right now. I know Appleton like the back of my hand. I know the people who live here, and get along with them great. I really don't like moving somewhere that is almost foreign in my eyes and trying to start fresh. It's really hard to move and make new friends and everything. Don't quite for sure know how I'm going to make this decision. All I know is that I have to make one soon. Stay or go.

2. The Car: The car right now is so fucking illegal right now and I don't have the funds to pay for it to become legal. I have Colorado plates on there that have been on there since I moved to Appleton. My tabs expired last month and we're still driving it. One day one of us is gonna get pulled over and have to go through some hellacious bullshit. Worst of all is that I still need to get my 21 license issued so if I get pulled over I'm doubly fucked over!

3. Money: Not a dime in my wallet right now. Sucks.

4. Personal Life: This has definitely been a fun little area for me as of late. I'm very much smitten with my very sexy neighbour downstairs right now. She knows how to get me going in the worst possible way. She hits my buttons like she knows how to turn me on. Yet at the same token I've been asking myself, "Is she worth the time?" I don't know. There is alot of history this woman has. Most of which I can't even begin to touch. She's constantly aching on my mind like a plague. I don't know what I want from this woman. I enjoy her company so much that I'm afraid that if I sleep with her that it could ruin an awesome thing.

Seriously if some of these questions don't get answered soon I might explode.

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